A short poem I would like to share.

You look at me that way with disgust and disdain I'm pierced and tattooed I must be insane But who are you to judge when you kneel down and pray just because our beliefs are not the same we are not so different you and I for we are all the same when we die

Monday, December 19, 2011

Tattoos

 Tattoo by MariaThought we would talk about tattoos today, one of my favorite forms of art. Art is about expression, and tattoos are no exception. Let me start by saying I know there are people who don't like tattoos, piercings, or body modification in general. Every one is entitled to there opinion, but no bashing on my page please.
I have had a thing for tattoos and piercings seance a very young age, at 12 deciding to be a tattooist. I have bin tattooing about 3 years now off and on, self taught. All three photos here are tattoos I have done. Tattoos are a beautiful form of living art, and just like other forms a wonderful way to express your self. Be it to commemorate a lost loved one, celebrate our achievements, or just because we wont it, tattoos are here to stay. Being around for hundreds of years tattoos have given people another way to express themselves, a right of passage, killed, and on the list goes. look through history at every type of people and at one time or another, or even in one form or another you will find tattoos and piercings.
 
Before I end this post I wont to share a poem I wrote about tattoos, after an old woman told me I was going to hell for desecrating the lords temple. funny right! I have shared it before but it fits so here we go.

You look at me that way
in disgust and disdain
I’m pierced and tattooed
I must be insane
But who are you to judge
when you kneel down and pray
Just because our beliefs are not the same
We are not so different you and I
for we are all the same when we die

Lets talk about tattoos, what are they to you? Do you love them, are they not for you? Tell us how you feel about tattoos!

I have 10 piercings and 11 tattoos, 2 unfinished, 3 in planing will make 14 tattoos and I don't plan to stop there!

Friday, December 16, 2011

Taking on to much

Last night I was up till just a little before one in the morning painting. So far the painting I'm working on is terning out wonderful, If I could find my camera I would add a photo of it. I was a bad artist and neglected it for far to long, But I know why. I just didn't like the way it was going, and I had other things to work on. I have my book, Helix, and two books I was critiquing, (down to one, I finished what I was given for one.), a sick husband the past few days, and three sons to care for. To say the least my hands are full, to tell the truth I love it. I love my family, taking care of them is important to me. My husband understands at the same time I need to paint and write, it is part of who I am. Getting to critique and being critiqued I like a lot. To help some one polish there own work so they can put out the best book they can makes me feel good, and to get that in return helps me look at my words with new eyes. I have taken on to much, but I wouldn't be me If I hadn't. warning to others, watch how much you take on, don't let your side project get in the way of what is important. Be it family or your work, everything you do is important in one way or another. Sorry this post is so short, but I have somewhere to be with the boys. Plus there is still plenty of day left to blog. Talk to you all soon :)

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Photography

Photography is a beautiful form of art. I love photography! I really like this photographer's work, he travels and gets lots of grate photos. Hope you enjoy his work as much as I do.

http://photobotos.com/

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

To do or not to do? That is my question.

So I have posted my first draft prologue and my first draft first chapter. The thing is my critiquer said my prologue isn't needed, the first part of my first chapter dose the work for the prologue. On the other hand my sister and one of my best friends think its awesome and want to read more. Now I stand at a cross rode, do I keep my prologue and move forward with my book, or do I make it into a short story for something else and move forward with my book. I don't know what to do. I like my prologue and if I don't use it for my book then I want to use it for something. my prologue is in posts: part one is in Information overload/ Nuclear war and then Prologue part 2. Terns out I didn't post my first chapter, funny. I have lots to think about, I guess we will see how it terns out. Here is the first part of my first chapter (first draft). This snippet should do.
chapter one

My name is Sora, named after one of my family, I was 
born the day the doors opened. So my birthday goes 
unnoticed every year, which is fine with me. I never 
have understood birthday celebrations, it's only the 
passing of another year. Besides age is nothing but 
a number, its what is in your heart and mind. You 
can be 45 and still be just like a child. How you 
carry yourself, the way you think, the path in life 
you choose, everything you say and do, we are our a
ctions not our age. Like my dear uncle Rasputin, he 
throws fits like a child. This year I turn nineteen, 
no mater what happens I know I have a job to do. 
Take my father's place and lead our kind into battle 
for the future of all. Most start there training 
when finished with school, but my uncle has kept me a
way from it all “for the memory of your father” he 
keeps saying. So when I take over I'll only have a 
short time to train with the others. None of them 
think I can do the job, mainly because I've never 
trained with them. What not a single one of them 
knows is, I have a special place no one else knows 
about, my very own oasis I spend all my spare time 
in.
   This week is the festival that is thrown every 
year in celebration of the day the door opened, 
the day our thousand year imprisonment underground 
ended. Let me explain how we got here, how the 
human race ran deep in the earth from our own 
mistakes, from the destruction we knew we would 
do. How human kind changed on the genetic level, 
and why we now have yet another war coming. Can 
human kind live without war or violence? Will we 
ever find peace and happiness, or one day destroy 
everyone and everything on this planet. We almost 
did over a thousand years ago, why not again. I 
intend to make sure it never happens.
   You see in 2009 some very wealthy people in 
congress and the white house got together and 
decided a nuclear war was coming, and that they 
would be the first to strike. The U.S. army struck 
the first blow 9-11-12, an anniversary of a 
terrorist strike against the U.S. The first nuclear 
bomb launched only 13 days later. It was only a 
matter of time with the way the world was going. 
Greedy government types taking all they can while 
homeless people fight for food, sleep in boxes and 
die from simple sickness out in the cold. Fat 
slobs watching this thing called television 
stuffing their faces with who knows what, men 
beating their wives, children dying in the 
streets. That is the world we left behind, the 
world that destroyed its self.
  With the help of engineers and scientists the 
U.S. built massive underground cities. Every 
city had a main square with shops, restaurants, 
game stores, playgrounds and a park with trees, 
flowers and a pond. we could grow trees and 
flowers and food because we have artificial 
sunlight. We have a public library stocked with 
thousands of books. I spend a lot of time there. 
Off from that in equal rooms like the square is 
ample lodging not only for the people locked 
away, but for the ones to be born. The doors 
closed early in 2012, months before the war began.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Prologue part 2 first dreaft

So I thought I would Post the second part of my prologue. the first is in my post from yesterday :
Information overload/ Nuclear War
I am very happy with my first draft prologue, it is also the first prologue I have written. I hope you all enjoy it!
Prologue part 2
“Jim, I miss the kids.” she is crying, it seems like she is always crying.
“I know Nora, I do to. The kids are safe with your sister in the colony, we are lucky they got in.” Jim holds her as they watch the news. They always watch the news about the war, its being called by some World War III.
“Things are getting worse Jim, I'm afraid we wont see them again.”
“We may not, but it is better for them with you're sister. With her at least we know they will live and have families of there own. If they had stayed with us, If they where here now they wouldn't be safe.”
“I know, I herd what the President said. What if he is wrong, what then?” she starts to sob without control, all she wants are her babies home, her life back the way it was before the war.
“Then they come home and we can be a family again. You should be happier Nora, they are safe, if the President is right our children live.”
“And we die Jim, how is that fare. We don't get to be there for them, watch them grow, how can that be fare to them or us?”
“Its not Nora, it just is. There wasn't room for us, we are lucky they let your sister take the kids."
Nora stands and walks to the window, rubbing her locket between her fingers, opens it to look at the photo of her kids inside.
On the TV. “The President gave no comment today when asked about possible nuclear retaliation.” Jim shuts the TV off.
The ground and walls start to quiver, then shake violently. “Jim, you have to come see this. I think there’s bin an explosion.”
Jim never made it to his wife's side, Didn't see the smoke rise high into the air as a massive mushroom shaped cloud after the impact, gray smoke and fire glowing red, orange, and yellow. He didn't see buildings falling as the shock wave headed toward them, ruble go flying as fires ignited. Jim can hear screams all around him, he can hear Nora only feet from him and loudest of all are his own screams before everything gets quiet, and dark, just go's blank.
Jim and Nora are the lucky one's, it was over quick for them. More people further away survive long enough to know what happened to them. Further still they live to feel their insides die, get violently sick, maybe grow tumors, but still die. The unlucky live, They have long term affects but with no one to care for them they die as well sooner or later.

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Information overload/ Nuclear War

So today I have bin working on my prologue. At first I wasn't going to do one, but one of the people critiquing my work thought it would be good to fallow a couple through a nuclear explosion, or something having to do with the war that started the 1000 year stay underground. I have chosen to do two parts, which I will post at the end of this post.
Needing to describe how the explosion looks, what happens to the surrounding aria and the people in it. Now I have video overload. I know there is a lot of information out, in may forms but holy cow. Type in just a few words and your smacked in the face with a tone of videos and documents. To see the charred bodies in Hiroshima and Nagasaki, the buildings completely leveled, and the pain of the survivors was hart wrenching. I watched a video with a man that survived, they had to peal card skin off his back, one of his arms the skin was hanging off, he spent 18 months in the hospital. I watched another video with a son clinging to his father, the both of them dead, their bodies looked mummified.
The thing is there are videos and article about how we are heading for world war III, only with more devastating outcomes. Are we as a race on the fast track to destruction? Could part of my fiction become reality? What do all of you think? How do you feel about the state of our country? Do you believe we are bound for WWIII, or is it a lot of scared end of the world scenario creeping into the mind of otherwise sane people?



That being said I would love feedback on my prologue, its long so I am only posting the first half. this half isn't as good as the second half, but I cant give it all away at once can I.

Helix War of 3031
prologue


Mr. President, can I have a moment of your time?” Mrs. Pickett knows he wont listen, but she has to try one more time.
Yes, of course. Give me five minutes.” The President is very busy these days. Planing a war, making shore as many people as passable are safe deep under the earth's surface, all while still keeping the peace would take a lot out of any man. He would have little time for his family if they where still home, he barley eats any more, five minutes is a lot to ask of him. 
Grace, this isn't the best time, the Secretary of Defense is waiting in my office.”
I know, that’s why we are here, this office has bin empty for months. I had to come and say good bye.” Tears are starting to swell in her eyes. He takes a handkerchief from his breast pocket dabbing at the tears gently, making shore to not mess her makeup.
I know, I'm going to miss you too. I can't go with you, no matter how many times you ask my place is here. Our country needs me, I can't just run away from my responsibilities.” Fighting back tears of his own, trying to be strong for her sake, he holds her close and kisses her tenderly.
If you stay you could die, I don't wont to live in a world without you. If we don't win the war I'll never see you again. I'll stay here with you, I'll die, I don't care as long as I'm with you!” She realizes she has raised her voice to much, regaining her composure she takes a deep breath. 
Don't worry about me Grace, I'll be fine. We will win the war, and then we can be together again. Just give us some time.” He has to lie, if he doesn't she will stay and die with him. The united stats is out matched, but he is going down fighting.
If that's true, why can't I stay with you?” Her makeup is running down her cheeks now, she can't hold the tears back any longer.
Grace look at me, you know I love you, and that is why you have to go. Put my mind at ease and get into the Washington colony. With you there safe I can do my job, and when it is all over you can come back to me.”
I will go my love, just know I leave my hart with you.” They kiss, a long and passionate kiss reluctant to let go of one another. He gives her his monogrammed handkerchief to whip the tears from her eyes.
Hold onto it Grace, you can give it back when I see you again.” Kissing him one more time, straitening her jacket and smoothing her hair she go's to the door. She stops for just a moment with her hand on the doorknob, but she knows she has to go, if she terns around she will stay, and she needs to make it to the colony before the doors close.
 He stands in the hallway watching her leave, his hart pulling at him to fallow her. He knows he will never see her again, or his wife and kids, but it is his duty to stay and fight with the others, and die like a true soldier.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Dreaming of Helix

Funny thing last night, I dreamed about my book.`I was my main character, Sora. I can't remember most of the dream, but that isn't the important part. What is important is what it made me feel. I woke up inspired to write, excited and eager, feeling like I had accomplished something. What I don't know.
  I do remember leaning over a table with plans in front of me, and shadowy figures all around me and the table. pointing places out, arguing with those around me we made plans to strike.
  I remember a passionate kiss under the moonlight, his strong arms around me, shielding me from the cold of night. The smell of sand and dry air on the breeze hung all around us. completely alone I stared into his dark green eyes.
  Then we rode out that morning on giant lizards. We made camp behind a large rock formation before dark, our small group there only for reconnaissance. During the night and during my time to keep watch I herd faint footsteps. They tried to hide there approach, but I was ready for them. Quietly and slowly I woke my companions. leaving our sleeping bags there we ducked around the opposite corner waiting for them to get closer. Coming out from our hiding place we attacked. subduing the three men quickly we tied them up to ask them a few questions.
  That is it, all I can remember. It is funny how real it felt when I first woke up. I have had some strange dreams before, but didn't think I would dream about my book. Not to mention none of this is even in my book. I can't be the only one to dream about there book. I think some of it would make a good addition to the book, it had to be my subconscious trying to tell about my book.
  So tell me what do you think about dreams, and what they can tell you?

Monday, December 5, 2011

Lets talk paint!

So for a change I'd like to talk about painting. what do you like to paint most? what kind of materials do you prefer?  Do you ave a picture you can share. Even If you don't paint feel free to share your favorite form of art you work in. From writing to sculpting what do you love?
I love to paint, I have for a long time . When I was in school Art was my best subject, the short time I spent in high school it was Art and technical design. I also joined a writers group that was short lived. From middle school on I won many awards, from 1st place to 3rd. This doesn't meen I'm some awesome artist, I am just someone who loves all forms of art! I have a painting to share with you, one that means a lot to me.


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I painted this for my older brother and his now wife as a wedding present. The colors in there wedding where the same as mine, red, black, and white, so the painting is to. I searched for the perfect close up of a flower to get inspiration from. I was going to go for realism and realized that just isn't me, I want it to be from the hart. I love ow it came out. Nice stretched canvas, and oil paints, I only work with oils painting. At the time I painted this it had bin almost five years since I had painted a thing. I love It, and I am so happy to be painting again, even with limited time. I have a 8 year old, 2 1/2 year old, and 1 1/2 year old boys at home, things get busy in our house.
So there it is my favorite piece of my work, that I still have. I used to sell, but I have gotten better and want to start selling again. so far I have one I'm 1/2 done with already sold! she asked for it and told me what she wanted, but I had an idea for part of it I think she will love.
Can't wait to see and read about all of you.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Critiquing

So as a new author writing my first book I had never bin critiqued, and had never critiqued someone else. Now I find its another part of the writing process I like a lot.
The more I write and the more I talk to other writers, getting feed back from two of them, I know this is what I want to do.
I have only critiqued one time, I'm still working on it. It is a lot like reading any other time, only you get to tell the author what you think. Say "this confused me" or "I really liked this part", and "this could be better if you...". I didn't think I could do it at first. How could I tell someone I didn't like what they did here, or this doesn't sound right. I felt like that wasn't me. When I got to doing it, I realized I could and I liked it. The book I am critiquing right now is very good, I'm enjoying working with the author. our dialogue is helpful to me, she is going to critique for me as well. I feel having more then one opinion will be good for me. but just two maybe three people will work for me. different people will have different ideas and thoughts, so I get more insight.
My first two chapters have bin critiqued by one person, and I'm waiting for the other to be done going over it. The feed back I got from the first person really helped me see my words from a different perspective. Not as the author but as a reader. Parts I was unsure about, dose this fit here or this doesn't sound quite right, and hearing what she thought of those parts made it clear for me. some need to go, some need to change, and some are perfect. To hear that I capture the reader in the first sentence amazed me, made me feel confident. I didn't work on my book for over a week because nothing came to mind, with the first for chapters done and not being shore about them I couldn't move forward. Now I can't wait to work on it, but I have to. I want to wait for my other critique partner to finish, then with both of there ideas I can make my book even better.
I am happy I started writing this book, I had waited long enough. Now with a better idea of how to go about writing certain parts I look at my book with possibilities. I think critiquing in a wonderful thing, helping the author to move forward with there work, to see it in a new light. thank you to my two wonderful critiquing partners!

Friday, December 2, 2011

what I have lerned about my self

Okay, I've said it before but this is my first blog and had no idea how to go about things. I was going to scrap this blog all together and start over, or not blog at all. After talking to some new friends, and reading some tips for blogging I think I can do this. I found an agents blog (thanx to a new friend) that I think would be help for any aspiring writers http://www.rachellegardner.com/ also http://warriorwriters.wordpress.com/ has some grate tips. I have found both helpful. Not saying that now I am a blog expert, but knowing a little more shore helps.

I knew writing a book wasn't going to be easy, but until I started I had no idea what I was getting into. With three young kids at home (8, 2, &1) I don't have a lot of time, but I knew a long time ago this was something I wanted to do. It doesn't mater if I don't get this book published, what maters is that I'm happy with my work and enjoying what I'm doing. I'm an artist so I have always looked at what I do that way, at the same time being my own worst enemy. Just because I don't like something I have done does not mean it isn't good. So now I am taking my time, and figuring out who I am as a writer. I paint, tattoo, design most of the tattoos I do, and have written a lot of poetry, none of this compares to writing a book. I am creating hole new people, a new world, a different life from our own, I find it to be magic. Most of the time when I site down to write I'm excited, unless of course nothing is coming to mind. I know this post isn't very long, but learning that in my mind I can do this is note worthy to me.
I would love to here from other writers. When you started did you feel like maybe you weren't meant  to be a writer, that maybe you where wrong? How did you come to realize you where just being over critical of your work or self?

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Helix - chapter one.

There is some miss spelling, if you know how to spell is please feel free to tell me. I cant spell to save my life, and my spell check is being funny.

chapter one

My name is Sora, named after one of my family, I was born the day the doors opened. So my birthday goes unnoticed, which is fine with me. I never have understood birthday calibrations, its only the passing of another year. Besides age is nothing but a number, its what is in your hart and mind. you can be 45 and still be just like a child. How you carry your self, the way you think, the path in life you choose, every thing you say and do, We are our actions not our age. Like my dear uncle Rasputin, he throws fits like a child. This year I tern 19, no mater what happens I know that then I have a job to do. Take my fathers place and lead our kind into battle for the future of all. Most start there training when finished with school, but my uncle has kept me away from it all 'for the memory of my father' he keeps saying. So when I take over I'll only have a short time to train with the others. None of them think I can do the job, mainly because
 I've never trained with them. What not a signal one of them knows is, I have a special place no one else knows about, my very own oasis I spend all my spare time in.
   This week is the festival that is thrown every year in celebration of the day the door opened, the day our 1000 year imprisonment underground ended. Let me explain how we got here, how the human race ran deep in the earth from our own mistakes, from the destruction we knew we would do. How human kind changed on the genetic level, and why we now have yet another war coming. Can human kind live without war or violence? Will we ever find peace and happiness, or one day destroy everyone and everything on this planet. We almost did over 1000 years ago, why not again. I intend to make shore it never happens.
   You see in 2009 some very wealthy people in congress and the white house got
together and decided a nuclear war was coming, and that they would be the first to strike. The us army struck the first blow 9-11-12, an anniversary of a terrorist strick against the US. The first nuclear bomb lonched only 13 days later. It was only a mater of time with the way the world was going. Gready government types taking all they can while homeless people fight for food, sleep in boxes and die from simple sickness. Fat slobs watching this thing called television stuffing there faces with who knows what, men beating there wives, children dieing in the streets. That is the world we left behind, the world that destroyed its self.
With the help of engineers and scientists they built massive underground cities.
  Every city had a main square with shops, restaurants, game stores, playgrounds and a park with trees, flowers and a pond. we could grow trees and flowers and food because we have artificial sunlight. We have a public library stocked with thousands of books, I spend a lot of time there. Off from that in equal rooms like the square are ample lodging not only for the people locked away, but for the ones to be born. The doors closed early in 20012, months before the war began.
 Out from the main square are more rooms for our work arias. Like farming fruits and vegetables in one, farming animals in another, the farming rooms connected with an open corridor, but all sections are in one way or another.
 science labs and testing facilities, thanks to them when ever a mine worker opens up some old long dormant sickness its them that saves us all from a horrible death. genetic manipulation to keep the cattle healthy, it was a lot like that story about the guy with two of every animal on a boat. Until the door opened the scientists had little to do but pass the skills on to next so testing the surface when the time came would be posible, and the little bit here and there to keep us all going.
 There is public health care from prenatal doctors to burial preparations. we are healthier then our ancestors that lived on the surface before us, back to basics has not only lowered birth defects but we live longer as well. Health care isn't what it was before the world ended. Things I've read about like brain and hart surgery can't be done any more. Some people die because we no longer have the technology to find out whats wrong led alone save them. The trade off is we don't ingest all the chemicals people used to, we don't even use pesticides, so there are less health problems to start with.
 Of course city hall where the many "great" leaders of our fine city fight over stupid topics and ignore the real problems, from what I've found in the library that's one thing that has remained the same even after all this time. I onistly don't think our government is any better now compared to then. We still have upper, middle, and lower classes where the rich help the rich and kick down the pore. I guess some things will never change, well unless we get rid of the unchangeable. Its the rule of nature adapt or die.
 The processing of skins, fabrics, and food etc. work shops for the store owners to produce there wheres, things that are important for every day life. The shops are passed in families, in the event there is no family left the store can be passed down to a friend of the family. Also can go to the person with the most to spend. Keeping the upper class in comfort, isn't that the way it go's.
 The school going from age 3 to 16, all year round with few brakes. fields for exercise and playground for the younger kids. At 16 you take the test that will rule your life, that is if your not lucky enough to be borne into a family with a store or other inherited position. I never took the test, my job is to run helix. The city thinks I moved , the exit from helix is far enough from the main door to the city to hide it from them. We also have our own helix school. The children come after there normal classes to attend history on helix and training. After 16 its made to look like they have moved, then begins the serious training.
 There is mining of all kinds of stones to make jewelery. Not much has ever bin done with mining but there are a lot of tunnels dugout. The tunnels go on and on, then stop nowhere, most are now abandoned. There are books on how to cut stone, if people weren't so scared to live on the serfice then stone homes could be built, and be safe. Only time can change that.
 The plane was to pick the best of the best in each category of talents, scientists, farmers, teachers, clothing makers, the list go's on. they needed to make the colonies survive the 1000 year lock down. Without labs to make medicine and vaccines a hole city could die from disease. Without farmers to tend to crops and animals there would be no food. Without teachers how could they learn about there past and shape the new world, maybe even not make the same mistakes our ancestors made.
 they knew the amount of time was excessive, but this would not only clear the radiation, but give the earth time to heal and prosper. The earth did heal, new animals came into being, new plants, a hole new planet. It would be a better life they told every one, "with hard work and hope in our harts we will make it through the darkness to the light." these very words are carved in the base of a statue in the middle of main square. Its a large willow tree, sleeping beneath its branches is a family. Its pets a dog and cat, we still have dogs and cats but they have changed from cross breading. The children are somber, looking more dead then sleeping, unaware of there fates. The mother and father hold them tight as they gaze into each others eyes, scared and yet sad. Maybe for the uncertain life ahead, knowing they would never see the sun again. The cat is curled up on the little girls lap, her hand gently laid on the cat's back. The dog is curled up at his
 masters feet, but his head is up and ears perked, he is alert waiting for something coming out of the shadows. most people love the statue "its a cymbal of hope" they would say. To me its like a grave stone, dedicated to the world they killed. I find it to be sad, a reminder of how human kind drove them selves underground and shattered the world as they new it.
  The ones lucky enough to get into the underground colonies would never see the light of true day again so that there decedents could one day live in the sun once more. The rest of mankind was left above us to die, to fight for a chance to stop the destruction. As I'm shore as you know it was all in vain. It was thought that other countries with the ability to do so also built colonies deep in the earth, but we don't know for a fact. I believe they did, why wouldn't they. As humans with the instinct to survive, the looming doom of nuclear war, I'm shore they new what was coming to. Though we have yet to find out as we have only traveled out so far from home, and can't build ships yet. most people are to afraid to change there ways and greet the sunlight with an open mind. I love the sun, to me the sun is life, just as the deep earth was life for so long, together they make us who we are. I hope this time we treat our planet with the respect it deserves.
 Now for helix's history. It starts long before the human race began to change at the genetic level. Even before the what we now call world war III started, but that part will have to wait, let me tell you about the first of our kind in this city. We got a lot from his diary, he wrote in it every day of his life, one for every year.
 His name was John the first in our city to be born mutated, recorded in our history that at a early age he showed signs of being different. he spoke his first word at three months, walked at only five months, and played with complex puzzles by nine months. We now hide our abilities from anyone not like us, otherwise we could be persecuted for something holy out of our hands, its better people stay in the dark with whats coming. 
 John's parents knew he was different, his father was a scientist so he knew it would be best to keep John's powers hidden. He did every test he could to find out why his son was different. The blood test showed changes in his DNA, what this meant his father didn't know. The IQ test was off the charts, there son already smarter then them. His muscle structure wasn't the same as a normal human, looking at his they couldn't tell, but the small changes made a big difference. Running, jumping, and his movement, all of this faster, higher, and more agile then the average person. His father could only test for so much, but he knew John's ability's would only grow.
 John spent all his spare time alone, his parents drilled into him the importance of hiding what he could do from everyone. Growing up he had no friends, kept to himself, even his parents had no idea what he was up to. John developed his strengths and skills in the tunnels in the southeast side of the city. bye 16 He had read every book the library held, developing his mind far beyond that of the greatest scientist of his time. John had a photographic memory, and began to hear people's thoughts even see them sometimes. His dreams became vivid, like they where real, then came true. John's strength was may times that of the average human, amazing agility moving faster then the eye can see. He new by then he was a “mutation”, and that more would have bin born having studied theories on mutation extensively. John began to seek them out and bring them together. In just under a year he found only three others like him, John's dreams lead him to them. After
 that he started to have a vision of a war far into my generation. One that would change and continue till his death, he devoted his life to change the futcher. The dream recorded for our archives was this, only 19 years and 5 moths give or take after the opening of the door to the surface human kind would come under attack, a mutant from another city. who or witch city he could not tell, but the man would try to eliminate all none mutant humans and rebuild the world the way he believed it should be. Under his rule all would bow or die, After the opening of the door he would begin to amass his army, ours had to be ready first. John knew it could be stopped, had to be stopped. The four of them began to train together, develiping a training plan for the generations to come, only they couldn't go full out in the tunals. They started looking for a better place, for just them, a seacrite from the rest of the world.
 finding a map during his studies deep in the lowest levels of the library, the original held by the first leader of our city passed down till it was lost. The map shown several rooms that had bin lost to our people in earthquakes in the first few years after the door was closed on the city. one room a science lab, another  is what we call a earth room they would later change into a training room, the last was a housing section now used for our headquarters. After finding the rooms, creating a hidden passage to the main room and passages from that to the others, they began to rebuild them into the perfect place to train each generation till it was time to fight. All of this planed bye John, the others and pro. Hansdon, knowing that pro. Hansdon would be around through the years to continue there work, to mold the mutants to come.
 Now we get to the part with professor Hansdon, he joins John's story here but has bin around much longer. You'll see what I mean.
 John found research in the lab after its recovery during the early days when it was just the four of them. Pro.Hansdon worked with the UCP-Underground City Project, in retern he not only got payed, but he got a lavish apartment for his family. The professor studied evolution and mutation, on his own he researched human evolution and found that humanity was slowly changing. If as a race we continued to change, or adapted a mutation it would happen while underground. Pro. Hansdon was the one to explain without telling the hole truth that we needed to stay underground for 1000 years. Not only to give the earth time to heal from our blunderings as a child like race, but give us time to evolve. so that when we did emerge into the new world of ski, clouds, and sunshine we would have changed like the other creachers that survived the blasts. He alone was the only one to know what the futcher mite hold. After the doors closed he continued to study, taking blood
 random samples looking for any change. Writing down every detail in large notebooks he began to find patterns in the genetic code, something dormant but still there waiting to be activated. He knew new and exiting mutations would happen, but he wouldn't be around to see them, see his work fulfilled. He decided to seal himself in his lab, there he could finish his work and maybe find a way to live forever. 
    The lab contained its own small library of books carefully chosen by pro. Hamsdon, all needed for his and our research, he knew the main library for the city wouldn't include most of the books he broght. A second library of his favorite reading material in every shonra, the smaller library in his studie. The lab was decked out with all the highest tech developed at the time. his own personal computer built bye him self was connected to 6 smaller ones that it controlled as well. John and the others had no idea for a long time that pro. Hamsdon had used his last days to create a machine to transfer his brain waves to the main computer. terns out he could not bare to see his work unfinished, so instead opted to become the most advanced computer ever built. so he waited and continued his research till the day he would be found.
   When John, an the other three, silly me I havent told you there names yet. Rif, the first john found, Sora and Sira the twins, all entered the lab with John. pro. Hamsdon turned on the lights but did not let them know he was there. he had to be shore of who they where, of there intentions. Eventually he made him self known, after John had read all his journals and notes, deciding to use the lab, none of witch took long. Bye then pro. Hamsdon new that the teens could be trusted, and that they all where new humans as he likes to call us. I think I like that term better then mutant.
 Pro. Hansdon is still with us helping to guide us as we prepare to battle. He has bin working with us seance the day he mad his self known to John. Together pro. Hamsdon and John worked out the time line of his dreams, how the mutant jean would pass from one generation to the next. Each generation stronger then the one before it, training to develop there physical skills and mental. The stronger they became, the stronger there children could be. He noticed the four friends shared a big physical characteristic, black hair and green eyes, he didn't know what it meant then.
   we all have a basic work out that changes as you move up in level. This works on the attributes that we all share. Enhanced strength, senses, agility, and brain function. Our ability to proses information gives us an incredible link between thought and action, at times to quick to see. we can survey every thing around us in the blink of an eye, then make our move with perfection and grace. we can here, see, smell, taste and feel many times that of a normal human. Our strength matches our personal power level, our abilities growing as we do. Then every one has a work out plan made bye pro. Hamsdom to work on there unique talents, these passed down in families.
   As a descendant of John and Sira I have several talents. Visions so vivied they seem real and a high IQ, the ability to create and control fire, I use the flow of energy in all living things like Sira, more advanced senses then any one else from who I don't know. I see things differently when I want to, its colors and smells, little details no one else would see. These many abilities are passed down from one generation to the next, mixing and matching. Very rarely dose a new ability pop up.
   We still go to school and work to keep up appearances. Every one had permanent housing ( assigned at age 16, and given a bigger home at time of marriage). But in the 19 years seance we gained access to the outside world and other colonies things a lot has changed, we trade or pay for everything now even housing. So now our headquarters is also home for any member that needs it or currently being instructed, most single members have room mates. You could say life has evolved seance the doors opened. I have my own place, it was my fathers second home, where he did his work and went to think. I feel closer to him there, his favorite chair still stands in the corner of my room, his room. I feel like in some way he is there with me, and if I would just speak out loud to him he would speak back to me.
   With the opening of the doors people have left for other colonies and others have come here. we have managed to track down and bring together 50 advanced humans, the very strongest of our kind all under one “roof”. Other facilities like ours had bin developed buy people like John and the other three, just without pro. Hamsdon. Not one of them as good as our own, we had to test our people to pick the ones we would tke on for training. The ones true of hart, wanting nothing but good for all mutant and human alike, and willing to fight for that dream. There are mutants out there that are pure evil, and are or will be led bye the man that aims to control all. He has yet to be seen, but he will clime out of the shadows soon enough, when he dose I'll be there.
   As a pure line my family is powerful, that's why we are the leaders of helix.  This doesn't make us any better just stronger. That is why on my 19th birthday I will take my fathers place, currently held by my uncle Rasputin. He uses the position to suite his own wants and needs, in truth there just all wants. he does not care or believe a war is coming, he has not prepared helix at all. I will change that, I will get helix back on track for war, and my uncle will know my rath.
   So now you know the short version of how humanity got to this point, how helix formed, and what is to come. my birthday is tomorrow, and 5 months from that the face of the enemy will show him self. Signs of the war have began, and we have only a veg seance of the pending dangers, we have to be ready. My uncle will not stop me, no one can stop me.

Monday, November 14, 2011

What is Helix about

This is my first attempt at a blog, and at writing a book.
My book Helix-War of 3031 is in the beginning stage, wont you come on a literary journey with me?
My heroine Sora. All she wants is to run Helix in a way that would make her father proud, and be ready when the war comes. She has to save humanity, and the advanced humans she calls her people. Her father was a strong, wise, and loving man to say the least. Her uncle murdered him in front of her without knowing, her mother killed her self after that, leaving her uncle to care for her. She wants to kill her uncle for what he did, but he is the last living family she has left. A prophecy seen bye one of the first generation of advanced humans, one of there own kind will rise up with an army to destroy all humans and devastate the world. She is his direct descendant, it is her duty and right to stop this from happening. She takes over Helix on here 19th birthday as her father wished, but no one believes she can do the job. She was kept from training in Helix, but that doesn't mean she didn't train, now she has to show them that. She has to finally let someone know who she really is, the parts of her she hides will be her greatest strength when she embraces them all. lucky for her the right person just came into her life. what is the strange feeling she gets from her lover's brother, what is it he's hiding? With new knowledge of her past, the possibility of strong allies, and a new found love. Can she keep humans from knowing about her kind, while fighting a war in plain cite? Can she find the true potential she holds, can she become the saver her father new she could be, come find out with me.